Selasa, 11 Desember 2012


kenapa sih le kenapa? kenapa cik? aaaah why!

Already write down my dream, and this time to be a dream catcher..

stick it on my wall wish everything will be true one day, in the right time.. Bismillah

ngomong2 ini postingan random banget aseli, ada tugas perancangan but I still stuck in my thought.
as wisnu say : "sarekeun we lah" okay i'll try and wish wake up in the middle of the night...

Minggu, 09 Desember 2012

Motivating yourself

Googling about how to change to be better and I found this, its similiar case w/ mine, just lil bit different hhe.. lets see

Part of this exercise is to remind yourself about what you—as opposed to everyone else around you—need in order to feel happy and fulfilled. If you don't make time for what matters to you, how can others value your importance?
1.Who am I? How do I think of myself? What are my strengths and weaknesses?

2. Who do I want to be?

3. Why am I here? Why am I important? What is my mission?

4. What am I missing? The time to read a book? A close friendship?

5. What's my motivation for wanting to improve my food and exercise habits? If it's to look better, do I expect favorable results to bring love?

6. Am I afraid of making changes or of taking risks (quitting a boring job, getting out of a bad relationship)? Do I fear failure or the responsibility that could come with success? Could I embrace change instead as an adventure?

7. What has stopped me from keeping resolutions in the past? Is the obstacle (or obstacles) still present in my life? If so, how will I navigate it this time?

8. When I'm tempted to wander off track, what could I say to myself, or do, to stick with the original plan?

9. How can I build in support for myself? Ask a friend to be a health buddy? Join a walking club?

10. What am I doing in my life that's hurting me? Smoking? Drinking too much? Letting work interfere with relationships?

11. What are the sources of joy I need to feel whole?

12. Am I happy?

If you don't have the energy to make changes now, ask yourself these questions again in a month or two. And consider that in order to part with what has become habit or routine, you may simply need to take a leap of faith. "So many of us are in jobs we hate or relationships that are stagnant, but we're too paralyzed to change," says surgeon Nancy Snyderman, MD, whose books include Dr. Nancy Snyderman's Guide to Good Health for Women over Forty. "As we age, we stop taking risks."


I want to live simply. I want to sit by the window when it rains and read books I’ll never be tested on. I want to paint because I want to, not because I’ve got something to prove. I want to listen to my body, fall asleep when the moon is high and wake up slowly, with no place to rush off to. I want not to be governed by money or clocks or any of the artificial restraints that humanity imposes on itself. I just want to be, boundless and infinite

can I?

lets take a look

End of this year... December you come again. Another story and the most funny and quirky things is the situation is totally inverse w/ last one. The beautiful plan from Allah. Thanks Allah... the miracle of pray..
Allah is the best listener. You don’t need to shout nor cry out loud because He hears even the very silent prayer of a sincere heart. SubhanaAllah
I cant say anything, speechless. Now I have to facing another chapter of my life final task as univ's student. All I have to do be focus, be straight, struggling, open minded, communicative. Bismillah, please keep support me, because me without you all is just nothing :/

Honestly this year I have changed to be the mature one, yeah I guess I become more mature than before,even im not feel mature enough, I have to be more mature in the future.
Ya Allah help me for my everything..