Rabu, 24 April 2013

one of sweetest things

Tulus - Teman Hidup

love the lyrics!

Allah

gatau harus gimana lagi, sebel kesel gatau harus bilang sama siapa. ya kesel.
gimana ini TA cuma bisa diem di tempat aja. dospem beda sama koor. harus nurut sm siapa :(
kapan aku lulus?
aku pgn lulus tepat waktu
lulus brg temen2
biar bisa sm keluarga dtg ajak nenek :(
pgn nangis tp gbs aku harus kuat.
they say, du'a is the greatest weapon...
ya Allah bantu aku untuk melewati ini semua, berikan aku kekuatan dan tunjukkan jalan untuk menyelesaikan ini ya Allah...aku gamau ngecewain keluarga dan i feel like rather to die than make them dissapointed of me :(((((((
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

Rabu, 17 April 2013

anxious

It’s normal to feel anxious in a new situation … in a new job, at a party, or a social event. We know that first impressions matter … And so much hangs in the balance … And we want to seem like someone who is warm and friendly …
but thesis.. why thesis why?
why you are so annoying..
please be a friend of mine :( 

Selasa, 09 April 2013

asjdhakdhashdlqdhw

berdebat dengan diri sendiri. lucu! ironis!
astagfirullah, let me through this situation.
gamau ngecewain ortu gamau menyerah. semuanya mungkin dengan pertolongan Allah, ini cuma soal keteguhan hati dan keseriusan diri, aku pasti bisa ayo dong leeeeee.. dikit lagiiiiiii dont surrender

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I'm here in this condition because, Allah knows that I can face it. yeah you can leea,